Posted by Silent Amber at ppp205.148.196.84.madbbs.com on August 04, 2000 at 06:27:23:
In Reply to: I'm far too mature for you lot now posted by Kevin on August 03, 2000 at 16:28:44:
Kevin,
Yeah, sorry.. I'm sure you've gotten so many of these messages before: "Oh, I love you Kevin and I look up to you as if you were a God. I am an ant, staring up at your great presance." Well I guess this is just the same old thing. I love your movies and they've inspired me to start writing my own. Granted, I'm just a Kevin Smith wanna-be who wishes to accomplish in her life what you have in yours. It's not only that, I just feel as though we somewhat think alike I guess (please stop laughing and put down the phone because I really dont feel like being sued or 'rubbed out') I can completely relate with your ways of thinking and I think that you're the shit.. my messiah...the mac dad.. my sun.. my moon... my stars in the midnight skies.. hmm.. okay, I went a little too far with that one.
Well yeah, so I showed my screenplay (what I have of it so far) to my proffessor at colloge, he found it hillarious and liked the little twists, bad jokes and foul languge added.. he's trying to convince me to drag my ass to NYC and start school out there. I find it weird but awesome in the fact that someone recognizes 'talent' in me. Who'd ever think?! I know you're getting bored with reading this and are thinking "Yeah, what's your point asshole?" but there really isnt a point other than I'm thanking you for whatever I have. I wouldnt have realized it without watching your movies and realizing "hey, there's someone else out there with my weird ass sense of humor AND they're making money for it." It's not even about making all that wonderful, tempting, dirty green paper that NO ONE can live without (which I'm convinced that Satan sent here to use to destroy me and all of man-kind).. it's all about the entertainment and hard work being put into a movie ... uhh okay. I'm starting to sound retarded.
I dont know. I'm obsessed.. please dont fear me! I'm harmless, I swear it.
Wallowing in my grief of not being able to make it to Chicago with my friend Pete to see you and Jason (I take it you're at the comic-book convention, and if not.. my bad) I wonder when your next 'outing' will be in public. I'm dieing to meet you! Not as a crazed fan, but just as a person; I have so many questions I want to ask you that's movie and non-movie related. Why not ask them here in this book I'm writing on the WWW?! Well.. mainly because I'd rather have the chance to ask you in person. Another reason is because I'm sounding like a 'fan-girl' which I'm not denying that I am, but it be better to talk on a proffessional yet not proffessional level. Fuck.. this sounds all screwed. Well.. you get the point. Ignore me if you'd like, but at least tell me I'm mad or insane... if you even read this. Thanks for your time if you did, at least you'll know that I'm trying. Peace, love and sail the sidewalks. Amber