Posted by RyanAn at 1cust218.tnt1.south-bend.in.da.uu.net on September 11, 2001 at 18:22:16:
I will be the first to admit, that I am not the best person. Seeing this happen in school, just made me think about things in a WHOLE new perspective. During iSTEP thins morning, we were told what happened. I take things forgranted. I talked to my 5th hour teacher briefly about why pray about anything if this can happen, you know what she said? They have free will. Bull. This world is corrupt. I am tired of this. I would never, purposely hurt anything that did not do anything to me. I would never **** 10,000 people to get my point across. This stuff is like what Hitler wanted, people to *** and to have a superior race and country. I was promised ever since I was a kid that I would have a wife, a family, and be succesful in life, now, with people like this, what is going to happen? There are so many things I have always wanted to do:
Have a family, get a girl, move to a nice place, bungee jump, ski dive, be a part of a movie or a show. Finish writing a story that I think could be a nice film. And about a billion other things. To think that in the next ten short minutes, I could be dead, just scares the you know what out of me.
I am not trying to act like a baby, I am trying to act like a human. My teacher said it right, "This is what your generation's Kennedy ***anation is to mine" Where were you?
Good luck and best wishes to EVERYONE who suffered through this.
Ryan
"It's the end of the world as we know it, and I feel fine"
No, not really.