Posted by KevinBenoitII at 209-130-132-125.nas3.roc.gblx.net on October 19, 2001 at 02:20:16:
Fills my heart with great show that insomaniacs such as myself find them selve reading my poor pathetic post. I recieve great pleasure in my demented mind on how many people responded to it. So I figure I pull of a sequel of pathetic pleas. But if you want just go ahead and stop reading, stop. Why the fuck are you still reading this? Anyways I wasn't drunk or high just an idiotic pyscho which I still am. If didn't know Mad Cow was an idea in tick comics but it was bad idea to most people anyway. I know companys can get sued but I really don't give a fuck about Miramax or any other company. I get a morbid sense of joy by being what I like to call a internet celebrity. So here is more pathetic cries mmm...kay. By the way the number is 716-581-1940 for those who need the zip code. And for those who want to assure me I am an idiot here is my email address pennstar83@hotmail.com. Here is were it get's really desperate but don't worry this is my last post.
`
This is a message of different sort then the ones I have been writing. In this one I actually am asking for a job but not for a great job just a normal one. I live in Rochester, New York with my parents. And my girlfriend just a couple months ago moved to Florida and we have been having a long distance relationship. Anyways you know how long distance relationships go. My parents said they were going to move pretty soon but I really don't believe them. I have been going out with this girl for five years and I really love her. I would really like to go down there and live with her but I don't make enough to go without a car or a place to live. So I am being pretty desperate by asking a guy would has his own family and his own problems to worry about for help. But all really care about is being with the person I love and love leads to desperate measures. I am asking you spefically Kevin Smith the infamous director if you could hook me up with a normal joe smoe job. Something like at a video store in florida or something. I just need help getting down there, so I am asking one of the only celebrities I am able to talk to. I guess in my demented mind celebrities are much like god go figure. I know you can do a little to help get to florida but if not I understand. It's not like you don't have any money but why just you care about a desperate fool on the internet right? Your money is your money if I was in your postion I would be the same way. It is just that right now I don't care about being famous anymore, or my ideas(which suck anyways) of becoming a movie. I just want simple things the woman I love, my kitten, and job were I can make enough to live in a one bedroom apartment. I know I shouldn't be righting this but something inside makes me do it anyway. So basically I am asking you Kevin Smith for a little help. My email is pennstar83@hotmail.com if any one cares and don't worry I promise this will be my last post. I just wanted to talk to someone to tr y to stop me and my woman's love from dieing. But I guess true love never dies, I hope. Good bye faceless director......
And for all those who read this post consider me gone sorry for the disturbance in your board.