Posted by Hermione at ppp-216-101-156-113.dialup.snrf01.pacbell.net on June 29, 2002 at 23:21:36:
In Reply to: You ever just feel really shitty about yourself? posted by Jpop on June 29, 2002 at 23:05:27:
...which is pretty frequently, to tell the truth. Seems like we must get something out of suffering, but I have yet to figure out what.
I'm very sorry to hear about your sick family members. About the girlfriend thing, though: Why are you attracted to someone who treats you like shit? Seriously, ponder that for a bit. I think many of us go for the masochistic relationship at one time or another (I know I have. over and over again. I think I finally got it right, though). Once I took a good, hard look at my desire for those kind of people, I learned a lot about myself and what I needed to change. You don't deserve that shit. So why are you attracted to it?
Ahh, enough on-line counseling. Sorry 'bout that. If it makes any difference, I'm having good thoughts for you.
Hope you feel better soon.
: Well I do, and no one can put it into perspective. The girl I love treats me like shit, and is doing "things" with a 20 year old (we're 14, btw), I'm broke, Almost everyone in my immediate family has a really bad illness, and I believe I'm slowly losing my ability to draw, which is what I'd like to make a career out of. Now this may sound really wierd, but when I think about this, I look at my picture of me and Kevin Smith and I feel a little better. ahhh