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Posted by molting at 195.8.161.19 on November 19, 2002 at 05:56:52:

Good Morning.
Chi Chi 3,4,6 - Wu Wang
Wei Chi 2,4,6, - K'un

I'm a bit unsure as to what is going on at the moment. Can see all the things that will come of certain events that are in the process of occuring, it's a friggin nightmare sometimes, waiting yes, that is difficult derfinately, but waiting and knowing summats afoot, well that is worser still.

Any old how, pllod on i do, fits and starts.

Look I need to moan again, sorry like, but you know. All waas goin yankee doodle flamin well:-
"dandy in the underworld, when will you come up for air, or does any body ever care ..."
'n that, and now I'm in a sorry state of affairs again, Jees Louise.
I may appear light hearted, cuz the big love is not by me again, some one is definately taking the piss.

Oh yes any one cud say and tell all the fine reasons for this split again so soon after a return.
Well and Good then.
Any one cud say all the many benefits this split so soon after a wellcome return will bring.
All the different relationships that need to be tended to now in this new time, will obviously benefit by my time not being taken up by giving and receiving lots of attention to a big love that is so easy to give to and so easy to take from. It sound like sheer bliss, it is and it isn't.

How on ...- "God's Good Earth.." can "such a BIG THING (NOT A LITTLE THING") ...
- catch be lured/hooked/reeled/keeped (netted)/ eaten / whatevered
How can that thing be so good and me think I can keep it, I've not known it so good, someone actually doin the role they where probably ought to really. It is os refreshing, being looked after in all the ways fittin for the comin together of the sexes.
What you would HOPE TO EXPECT but sadly hardly ever find. So it comes totally UN- EXPECTED, so I'm not sure if it is the real thing to keep, or a temporary thing that will find it to difficult to remain by me, (as i wander a lot, I can hardly help it).

wHAT SOME PEOPLE can not get a grip on is that men are supposed to be looking the women are not meant to be looking, it is then an honour to have the other males look at your woman, it is when the women see all the men looking that the problem starts (be cuz they are lookin when they ought not to, get siily daft ideas in their head, mostly not always). But the women want the men to look really, moslty, they are supposed to be looking.
So if many women like to be looked at for many reasons (here are 2. they like men admiring them and are up front about it, OR it makes them feel very very nice and confident that a male or males think they look nice, ok, gorgeous, sexy as fuck, *these are womens thoughts, i've heard spoken enough times* So you can see how it is all fucked up like, people do not know all the rites any more, it a free for all , no decorum, or chase, which is respect. Some nations know this respect and what it entails but i see no big nation that sticks out as to actualyy having it all down to a tee. The dance.

In the old days it was goin by the by that the men where allowed to dally around, but think about it for a moment before Barbara Woodhouse brigade start up......

think think think.

Who the fuck where they shagiin.?
Each other?
No some women, so where the married women also at it, oh no then who is complaining. SADLY however it does not always work out, in fact hardly ever, cuz we've all got the wrong head on.

"shAke it like a shakin thing that you've never had, don't try to make out life is good when life is always bad...
spin round like a spinin thing that you've never seen,
cuz the best thing that you've got in your life
is your eight legged
groove machine, ah ha GRIN"

Few animals pair of for life, it's always a big show, who is next and lookin like a pea - cock.
So even within our CIVILIZATION that is meant to be civilized, there are those that are meant to pair off for life and those that are not. So just accept that fact and stop ball aching in your mind that you are not up to scratch with the rest of CIVILIZATION who are apparently civilized, and realise that it is all just what you are supposed to do so you fit into the nrom, wh ythey keep tellin us this life or that life is not how we are supposed to live, it is how they fit you into a cliche:-
"cliche, grow up be a man and close your mealy mouth.. dial a cliche"
re- memeber the show HOW WE USED TO LIVE, at school.

"...me without clothes well a nation turns it back and gags , ..
...I'm packed."
"..whats it like to be alone.."

So am I going to lose it, do I have to forfeit, will it go from me, this is why
"I'm not happy and I'm not sad".

Thanks God Bless All




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