Posted by Ravenfyre at 12-233-105-186.client.attbi.com on December 08, 2002 at 11:09:41:
Im unsure how I actually found my way here. But, the way I found myself here was purely fuled by inspiration.
When I think about it if I hadent had this dream tonight that ended with waking me up and having me search the internet for that song one I over heard in this dream. So, I finally find it and it ends up being "John Waite - Missing You".
Im as confused as you are. I was born in 1983 so I doubt I had a chance to obsorb the full experience that the 80's offered. But where I heard this purticular song was in a movie that played in my dream. I remember it vaugely. So writing down the remembered tidbits in word was tasking. But I think what I did manage to remember and write down was great stuff. Funnyideas come to me like, "Im no director. I dont even like movies all that much. I mean, no more than you average blockbuster customer" But, the events that went through my dream as they unfolded I found myself as the lead character. A guy basicly falling in love with this woman. Another love story right? Wrong. I dont even enjoy love stories, novels, or anything within the genre. But this dream had me realize something. While I was playing this lead character I really felt this emotion for the woman character. As if I cared for her and felt a connection. Finishing the dream was the awesome part. We both kissed crying on eachother. Fucking odd inddeed.
I've probubly given you the first impression most people would rather avoid. Like insanity. Well, im nor insane or a romantic. But, I ant help but fell inspired by the events that went doen in this dream. Now right after I woke up I stared into the darkness of my room thinking. Its already been done. I dont remember but it was done by, Kevin smith. So, I check out the closest movie by kevin Smith that dealt with this subject matter and come to find that it doesnt come close to what I had happen in the dream. Plot-wise that is. So, Im sitting here staring at trailors and background commentary from Kevin. Notice a forum and joined up. My story.
How I got here. I dont know. I dont know why I think staying would be a good idea. I just feel like I can learn something. Thats my story.