Posted by molting at 195.8.161.21 on January 22, 2003 at 12:12:47:
for a while now have had a song on repeat, when i first heard it was gutted for the lad. Had it on countinually for about 2 1/ 2 days or summat like that. ( that ws over a week ago.
Used to buy vinyls a lot when had the cash like. So ashort time ago had bought one it just stood out, they;ve started doin the odd 12" .
My head is fucjkin fuzzy. UI I thought every thing was soritng itself outn yeterday,.. had 2 shite tyhings monday then turnedd out tuesday aswell ( one i knew of allready the other came after).
Now fuck mwe today the whole friiggin lot whayt i thought was all nearly over is in FACT NOWHERE NWEAR COMPLETION AND IS ALL GONE INTO I AM TOLD A STATE OF (STANDSTILL.) i can hardly bear it anymore. i feel very pissed off that this shit annoys me aas it does. coping is not my best function at the moment. i' do not want to piss any unsucpecting soul off.
Then the other side for relieving tensions .. That uis all asre about tit again, TO ME IT'S STAGNANT. oh hell fire.
SO I Need TO LOSE MI SEN AGAIN.
me in mine
em in em
eny meeny miny mo
mine in me
in em me
en in me
en i me
i am lost, so lost at the moment asnd confused. whatcthe fuck is happening, . well i know what is was tyh e other day when i came begging feeling sorry for museklf was the phrase i could not for thenlife of me think. shine on now i' aint even sure o that.
i mnjst wasnt to go, that's all, i need to go now. Thanks God Bless all.
Oh if anyone read and put in a thought for me the other day. be sure it was greatly received cuz it was pissin down at first and then the sun was shinning. Sorry i am not in better spirits cuz that did go a ghood way in the end. it was a day and halfl later when it all statted to go sour again. i am sorry for a being a mniselrable bastrad. but do we not try and piss all folk off when we are shit. sometimes maybe, niot allways. (not saints are we.)
" i said i know a place where we can go, and we are not known.."
Thanks god bless all