Posted by myselfjohn at bgp01113894bgs.westln01.mi.comcast.net on June 02, 2003 at 21:35:11:
In Reply to: Very emotional.......if you must go, posted by SilentFilmStar on June 02, 2003 at 21:28:56:
: just promise to post again. I, for one, enjoyed "talking" to you.
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: : I am 21 years old now I wrote this when I was 15, I know it by heart. I wrote it to my girlfriend, who was then my ex. I was a really bad person then, i wont go into detail, but she had a right to dump me. Thank god shes with me now. Scott Lee's love story inspired me to share this. Sorry for the f bombs.
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: : You,
: : ok, I fucked up
: : never again
: : I need you
: : will you please understand
: : yes I really fucked up
: : you are really gone
: : what is life now
: : will god help me see this through
: : this can't be real
: : I know its not
: : I'm not real
: : So how can god be real
: : he is just a rumor now
: : a fading shadow like me
: : life is nothing now
: : without you in my heart
: : without you on my mind
: : I am blind now
: : by myself I'm useless
: : with you I was whole
: : with you I was human
: : with you we were us
: : with you
: : always and forever you
: : I lost you
: : you