Posted by Slavei at 4.19.96.69 on July 18, 2003 at 14:51:29:
In Reply to: Having a very hard time posted by Heather & the infinite sadness on July 18, 2003 at 14:34:05:
I don't mean this in a sarcastic way, but stop with the 'saddening' of your user name (....infinite sadness). That only makes things worse.
Talk to your friends too. I don't mean Scott. You may still care for him & all, but keeping a relationship with the person you care for but broke your heart will make it almost impossible to get back on your feet. Break contact with him for awhile (or at least minimize it) until you feel you don't feel the same way you do now.
And keep yourself busy. Physically & mentally busy. Even if it means going out for walks by yourself, do it. Keeping your mind busy with other stimulation does help.
As for being at the mercy of your mother paying your bills, maybe get a decent job if you don't already have one. Or get a loan & go back to school. If you do that, you could get a part-time job there & with your loan, not have to worry about being at the mercy of another financially.