Posted by Heather~Empress of Typos & TMI at netcache-2004.public.lawson.webtv.net on August 12, 2003 at 01:02:15:
In Reply to: Re: The Poll that built america posted by miss d on August 11, 2003 at 14:23:18:
: : 5) What should Heather be the Queen of today?
: Queen of getting back up on the horse and stop letting a man keep her down.
Actually, i would be back up on a freaking horse if i had a way to take care of myself.
Scott and i are getting along pretty good at this point, whats really keeping me down and depressed is the conditions under which i am living and am forced to because i am unable to work and support myself, and the resulting conflicts of my family, who are the biggest bunch of negative nellies i have ever seen and love the whole guilt trip thing.
in other words i am just lonley and disgusted with where i live, and am in a state i hate and never wanted to come back to (for health reasons mainly), trapped in a hell hole apartment with no car or money or means to support myself, no friends in person to socialize with and no way to get to church or anywhere else to make any new ones.
added to the physical pain and mental crap i already had.. its overwhelming is all
Scott is the least of my problems making me feel down and low right now, things have been very up and nice between us in recent weeks.
we are seperated but still close. And neither of us hasd closed the door, we are just grooving along one day at atime he has been kinda dating a few girls, i have spoken with some of them, no biggie, I however choose not to seek out any other men, its just not what my heart wants or what i feel is right for me at this time.