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: : (I'm scared...I don't do this very often) : : Okay...here goes nothing... : Your not making a leap of faith here... lol : : Democrat or Republican? : Republican : : sheep or goats? : Goats... they sound funnier : : ever had a "supernatural experience?" Do tell! : Yea... it might seem pathetic or a "coincidence" but i believe God was at work here... whether your religious or not it's my experience don't go analyzing it. At the time it was pretty sweet... here goes nothing... : Ok situation:...girlfriend is just being gay, we were struggling on earlier but i thought things had cleared up and since we went to different schools it was hard to see eachother a lot. So we had a orientation for high school ( shut up it was 2 years ago and i don't think that just because it was when i was in 8th grade doesn't mean god doesn't help me out ) so at orientation i thought everything was cool and we were still together... so were going through the orientation and i'm realizing she's ignoring me... so i'm like what the fuck... so i ask her friend whats up, and since most of her friends liked me more then her one of them told me that she was planning on like making me dump her and shit, so i was pissed... (keep in mind that i really liked this girl A LOT, if anything i loved her) so in class the teachers babling about something and i'm sitting there and i start to pray... I say to god " Look, i know i'm not ment to be with this girl or it's going to end one way or another and i know it's part of your almighty plan to end it soon but just change it for me this one time... just give me some time, help me out i don't care what the outcome is later in the future i just don't want to not be with this chick..." it was problably one of my most sincere prayers ever. Then after that class we go to the auditorium and the she's sitting between me and her friend, completely ignoring me and just talking and laughing with her friend... then what do you know, my friends pop out of nowhere and are like " yo meghan come here let us talk to you for a sec." and it's completely random i didn't tell them anything so i don't really know why they did it but it gave me the chance to talk to her... and so we talked and she told me all this stuff and started crying and that was it... from then on throught the whole ( or most of it )summer we were really into eachother. The thing is i knew it would end one way another because i knew god had a different plan, and it did... problably worse then what it shoulda been in the beginning... but i asked for it sincerely and more then i ever asked for anything else and he gave it to me... i think God shows himself to people periodically and gives everyone signs now and then and that was one of them for me. : : (why did you have to say do tell? lol) : : If you could go anywhere in the world right now, where would you go? : Italy (i'm italian baby!) : : What's your favorite restaurant? : Hm... chinese places... : : Favorite store? : music stores that i can play guitar at : : What was the last movie you saw? : The Count of Monte Crisco ( if i didn't spell it right then oh well) : : Who lives in a pineapple under the sea? : Spongebob square head : : Are you going to Stash Bash? : no... i live in vegas : : What's your favorite food? : italian, pasta fazul, pizza, PHILLY cheeseteaks : : What song are you listening to? : The scientest by Coldplay : : okay...I'm done. Thanks bunches, ya'll :)

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