Posted by The Morganater at 141.238.15.86 on October 09, 2003 at 12:28:27:
in more ways than one... :)
I feel like such a dumbass
My brain is never around
When I whistle
It comes running
Then slinks away without a sound
It does this without warning
It does not like to obey
It's as though it's a game
That it always wants to play
People see me when my brain is absent
And I cringe with humiliation
As I know for my stupidity
There can be no explanation
Only that my brain is absent
It's really absent, I say
The more I whistle for it
The more it wants to run away
seriously, I think I'm just going to die my hair blonde...might as well. What have I got to lose? No, my main problem is that I'm just too self-conscious/easily embarrassed...mebbe the drugs will help. The incident happened over an hour ago, and I'm STILL shaking! So ridiculous! Let's see...what can I do that's nice for somebody today...? :)