Posted by ClarkNova at 64.210.7.34 on January 22, 2002 at 14:07:39:
Most of you know nothing about me except what you see here on the board, and I don;t know what kind of responses I will get from posting this. Truth is I'm not a happy person. I lost my family ten years ago, and I've been an on again off again heroin addict (mostly on) for the last nine. I can't sleep, becuase of the dreams, I see what happened to them over and over again in my head and in the last ten years this board has been the closest thing I've had to meaningful human interaction.
I know I know, get over it, right? There's something wrong with me and I need a reason to get out of bed tomorrow.
Sorry to bring anyone down, but I need advice or I think it may be time to step off this road and into the clearing.
I consider all of you my friends
Clark Nova