Posted by Duffless at hide101.suffolk.edu on February 07, 2003 at 13:00:48:
In Reply to: well i did it, I told her... posted by Easterbunny on February 07, 2003 at 12:55:41:
that and time will cure all ails....
: Maul IMd me last night and reminded me that I didn't share with all of you lovely
: people here what happened when I told the love of my life that she was the love of
: my life. For those of you who didn't see it this is what I told her
: "I don't know if you know this but for a long time I've had somewhat of
: crush on you. And I know you have a boyfriend, and I'm not expecting
: anything out of telling you this but I just had to let you know that I like
: you, a lot. I love having you as a friend and I'm sorry if saying this has
: fucked anything up but I had to tell you because keeping this in wasn't
: good for anyone. I really want, and need, to keep you as a friend, you're
: such a great person. But I wasn't being a good friend by keeping this
: inside. Whatever you want to do with this information is your decision. And
: I want you to know that I'm always there for you. I just needed to tell you
: this because it's time for me to try and move on if what I want to happen
: isn't going to happen. But most importantly I need you to know that I must
: keep you as a friend. And I know that you may not feel the same way I feel
: about you, and if you're upfront and honest with me, trust me there is no
: way you can hurt my feelings. But what's most important is our friendship."
:
: Well I was scared as shit in the toilet when I did it but it worked out ok... I guess. She
: said she's trying to work things out with her boyfriend (they were going through a
: rocky time when I told her this. She said that she didn't want to get "emotionally
: fucked up". She still wants to stay friends, and I’m fine with that because she's a
: really good friend, but I was really crushed for a few days after that. I really felt like
: she was the one, and even though I'm only 17, I felt I had met my soul mate.
: Obviously she doesn't feel the same. Oh well it's time to move on, it wasn't meant to
: be. But I'm done with what I have to say. This was just to keep you guys updated on
: my love life (I'm sure you guys really care). Well on to my next love.
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