self-pity......nt*

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: : I am 21 years old now I wrote this when I was 15, I know it by heart. I wrote it to my girlfriend, who was then my ex. I was a really bad person then, i wont go into detail, but she had a right to dump me. Thank god shes with me now. Scott Lee's love story inspired me to share this. Sorry for the f bombs. : : : : You, : : ok, I fucked up : : never again : : I need you : : will you please understand : : yes I really fucked up : : you are really gone : : what is life now : : will god help me see this through : : this can't be real : : I know its not : : I'm not real : : So how can god be real : : he is just a rumor now : : a fading shadow like me : : life is nothing now : : without you in my heart : : without you on my mind : : I am blind now : : by myself I'm useless : : with you I was whole : : with you I was human : : with you we were us : : with you : : always and forever you : : I lost you : : you

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